A walk to feel the sickness

Weird Xmas

2011-12-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

Jingle bells, jingle all the way... I just wonder how many versions can it be improvised? Let see...

Ever heard of a Chinese version of "Jingle bells"? Nothing to do with the accent, trust me ;)

Dark X'mas?

White Xmas...

Achmed the Dead Terrorist...

Don't forget about Santa

My plan? Better plan:

...with A Quarter Past One (A.Q.P.O.)

2011-12-09T07:59:00.001+08:00

2010 @ Festival de circles

...with Ex-DistanceD (former DistanceD)

2011-12-09T07:45:00.001+08:00

2010 @ USTAR

Originalz

...with Reckless Puppetz

2011-12-09T07:40:00.001+08:00

Originalz

2011

Coverz

2011

"Out" of control

2011-12-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

I am out of control??? Really?? Watch this n' tell me that I am out of control.

I (Don't wanna be you) Original composing by Reckless Puppetz

2011-12-05T02:23:00.014+08:00

Life is tough, especially when you've been seen as a person "from another world". "Always be yourself" that's what they say n' there's a price to pay.

Me n' fello puppetz have been workin' on this song for quite awhile. And currently still workin' on the recoding version. We decided to make it as heavy as possible n' they were also lookin' for something real for the lyrics. I've been changin' the lyrics since the first day n' i'm so screwed with the feelings they were lookin' for. This song is about experience of an outcast. Not a happy experience. Is tough being treated differently. Tougher for actually being who they are.

Reckless Puppetz- I (Don’t Want to Be You) lyrics

[Verse]

I can’t really feel my body

Teasing, mockeries... . that's all y'all feeding me.

[Bridge]

Give up, Give up, give up??

I wanna give up

Picked up, pick up, pick up??

Never been picked up

Give up, Give up, give up??

Why wanna give up???

Picked up, pick up, pick up??

Everything's so fucked up!!!

[Chorus]

I don’t want to be something that you want me to be

I just need to live with somewhat of what I mean to (be x5)

[Verse]

Feel so lonely y'all always picking on me.

Why you hate me coz I’m not a freak!!

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Fuck you hypocrites talking life talking shit (x4)

[Chorus]

I don’t wanna be(x 4) ~ YOU!!!

(Fading)

You sick fuck~!!!

Charity 2011

2011-11-19T02:24:00.015+08:00

Followin' photos provided by: very talented Mr.Lim York Seng, cute yet serious lovely Ms.Ng Shirley & the one n' only Mr.Zac Cun

"I don't wanna be something that you want me to be; I Just need to live with somewhat that I meant to be!!!"

Boss.

Camera dude fucking laugh! Anyhow...

Fucking cool people... Nice to meet y'all!!!

I have not much regret. Coz me just met a Mr. "Clint Eastwood" :)

Fairy....

My god she's sweet....... :)

Oh fucking no!!! Dim lights, soft music, and two people gettin' close. (Reckless Puppetz: Guitarist Jack Anderson n' drummer Kean....)

3 some...

Oh my.....

....

Don't cry (Reggae mix) by Reckless Puppetz 2011 (Guns n' Roses cover)

Original composing I (Don't wanna be you) by Reckless Puppetz

Reckless Puppetz- I (Don’t Want to Be You) lyrics

[Verse]

I can’t really feel my body

Teasing, mockeries... . that's all y'all feeding me.

[Bridge]

Give up, Give up, give up??

I wanna give up

Picked up, pick up, pick up??

Never been picked up

Give up, Give up, give up??

Why wanna give up???

Picked up, pick up, pick up??

Everything's so fucked up!!!

[Chorus]

I don’t want to be something that you want me to be

I just need to live with somewhat of what I mean to (be x5)

[Verse]

Feel so lonely n' I’m not the same,

Why you hate me coz I’m not a freak!!

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Fuck you hypocrites talking life talking shit (x4)

[Chorus]

I don’t wanna be(x 4) ~ YOU!!!

(Fading)

You sick fuck~!!!

Lastly...

always lovely Ms. Lee Jolyn (http://jyorin.blogspot.com/2011/11/mc-ing-debut-my-mom-is-pro-hairstylist.html)

Those days...

2011-11-12T20:45:00.001+08:00

Be able to retrieved two of the songs that I've been managed to saved... Looking back i did a lot of crazy stuff. Time does flies :(

倔强+听不到 (五月天Cover) 2008 DistanceD n' WalkieTokie:

DistanceD n' WalkieTokie- MayDay Medley Cover by WalkieTokieCover

SHR n' WalkieTokie- Kiss (KoRn cover) 2010 Raw Jamming version

SHR n "Walkie Tokie" Tok Phillip- Kiss (KoRn cover) by WalkieTokieCover

Lots of things can happen in the train.

2011-11-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

Once in awhile or maybe for alot of people we hopped into train frequently. Sometimes we just so happened to hop into some crazy trains.

Train fight in NY City.

...still in NY, cat fight.

Hong Kong.... Two old folks fighting for seats.

This guy... He just spending his own time in train practicing Kung-Fu.... But still.......

Ever foresee the next step for giving up a seat for elderly people? This old man from China fuck everyone up after he got the seat....

Well.... maybe he knows the China guy up there........

Memories....

2011-11-11T21:04:00.001+08:00

Depressing day reminds me of this depressing song. A free jam with my dear SHR friends they help me through alot during most of the time. Thank you guys. :)

SHR n "Walkie Tokie" Tok Phillip- Kiss (KoRn cover) by WalkieTokieCover

Find no word to describe this sickness

2011-11-10T00:29:00.001+08:00

Accidentally saw this on Facebook......... This is just sick....... and I'm speechless.........

Nothing much have to say......

It happened again.

Pre-show Charity 2011 with Reckless Puppetz @ Double Neck Studio

2011-11-05T23:46:00.004+08:00

Halloween 2011 @@

2011-10-29T17:40:00.002+08:00

Remembering 陈贤妹

2011-10-20T17:45:00.001+08:00

Still remember the hit and run accident over a young girl in China (Foshan) recently?

陈贤妹is an old lady who work as a part time maid (mainly does cooking for other families) and collects recycle material for a living. She is the one who call for help after 18 eye-witnesses walked by and did nothing. Now, this is what she gets for doing the right thing. This is what she gets after helping the young little girl; She has been criticized saving the girl ONLY for MEDIA ATTENTION!! REALLY?! Punishing her for saving a girl's LIFE? She's not a member of special ops she's just a normal citizen; how she supposed to save a life without creatin' any attention??!! SICK!!!

According to Baidu, Foshan is the origin among two most famous international martial arts icons Bruce Lee (李小龙) and Wong Fei Hong (黄飞鸿) of all time. They are both symbols of justice who inspired the world by their fearless determination of helping the weak and doing the right thing. 陈贤妹 did the right thing!

After watching her interviews, i feel sad for her. She doesn't even know how to impress the media. She once refer the media as "you people" while she was trying to explain that she have no clue that she will get so many interviews and attention from saving the victim. And she somehow complaint that she was unable to collect the waste material if the reporters keep following her around. She never even have the patient to let the reporter to finish his regrading question. Yes, she whined about collecting recycle materials on tv. She DID! SHE REALLY REALLY DID!! :) What can she possibly get from this so call media attention? Oh by the way, she definitely deserves the reward after TRYING TO SAVE A GIRL!!! Just SICK to the stomach when they opened their mouth while they don't even know to differentiate DOING THE RIGHT THING or INTENTIONALLY CRAVING FOR ATTENTION!!!

陈贤妹,
Don't you cry because you did the right thing when the rest had chosen to walked away from it.
Don't you cry because of some non-sense- horse shitty criticisms (Well these are the words for em': BOOOOO~ HOOOOO~), because most people are proud of you!!! Wishing you all the best and get your life back asap!!

"陳賢妹讓我們明白：做好人好事並不需要多高的文化和道德水平，只要保持那份本真的善良和愛心。" xinhua.net

"陳賢妹 has shown the world that only requires a pure kind heart to do the right thing."

Random sickness.

2011-09-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

Display no. 1.

Famine 30 (2011)

2011-08-12T12:24:00.004+08:00

Famine 30 @ Klang 2011; feat Axl. L.:

Things that I Hate to Say Them Twice:

Lyrics by Axl. L.

VERSE 1:

Years has pass us by,

Reason for our fall;

Through the eyes of mind,

Winding to a close.

Looking back at the mirror,

I saw a shade;

Shining flame of them,

Fouling to persuade.

I'm sorry for all the things I've done,

For every mistake now turns into shame;

Wherever it goes beyond the lies,

Whatever it takes, I'll give in.

CHORUS:

And, if I could hold you.

(Holding you tight, hoping it's right)

Every second I hear you,

I cried it out;

Heaven or lies,

Tears in the eyes;

I hear you.

VERSE 2:

Sleazing down the feet,

Slipping to define;

Back and forth,

Just another to decline.

Caught up late at night,

Drowning down the stream;

Pull me up,

and you'll find me here again.

And now that we're on our separate ways,

So now that I hope you'll fly with your wings;

Forever I saw within my mind,

And with it I'll say, I'll live in.

CHORUS:

And, if I could hold you.

(Holding you tight, hoping it's right)

Every second I hear you,

I cried it out;

Heaven or lies,

Tears in the eyes;

I hear you.

And, if I could hold you...

CHORUS:

And, if I could hold you.

(Holding you tight, hoping it's right)

Every second I hear your voice,

I cried it out;

Hearing the lies,

Kiss in the eyes;

and I, if I could hold you.

(Holding you tight, Twisting it right)

Every second I hear you,

I cried it out;

Heaven or lies,

Tears in the eyes;

I hear you.

Tok Phillip N' Axl L.- Things that I hate to say them twice by WalkieTokie

Soon
Lyrics by "Walkie Tokie" Tok Phillip

Cry, many times I’ve cried.

Oh fly, many times I’ve tired.

Oh why, I have different sky?

For you, it was just a part of my life…

So much time that I had wasted…

Chances that I’ve been wasted…

Until when… I can fly? Yeah…

还要用多久才出现彩虹？

还要用多久才让你感动？

还要用多少冷嘲和热讽？

才能出现我心中的彩虹？

Walkie Tokie @ Ex-DistanceD- Soon (USTAR2011) by Walkie Tokie

In my eyes:

Lyrics by "Walkie Tokie" Tok Phillip

Is not the world I use to be,

Is not the word I use to say,

Adorned my dreams with pain and fakeness,

You wouldn’t know how hard it takes.

Condemn the world that I’ve been hated,

I’ve broke my wings that made me fly off,

You’ve came along with pain and tears,

You’ll have my words walk till the end~

By looking through your eyes I can feel it.

Somewhere, somehow, the sky has frozen.

How do you feel? How deep I fell? Only the stars tell the story.

Live Band version (2011):
"Walkie Tokie" Tok Phillip @ Ex-DistanceD- In my eyes (USTAR2011) by Walkie Tokie

Acoustic Live version (2007):
"Wakie Tokie" Tok Phillip- In my eyes live in Hanna Studio (feat. Jerome Tan) 2007 by Walkie Tokie

Passport to fame 2011 @ Reckless Puppetz

2011-08-11T21:49:00.001+08:00

It was a happy day @ Bentley Music Showroom, Mutiara Damansara. Not just because fighting with my original band mates and best friends, but also with a guy that I have to give alot of appreciation(s) to him; the guy who I always called him as my "ancestor" since the first day i know him- Jeffery Teng. Not just only for this competition, and though we each has our own things to get busy on while we are on the stage; his experiences helped me out from time to time... Ancestor, thank you and nice to meet you in my life! All the best!!

Marc Behrens [Switch on] (25June2011): IFs (Intensive Flooding Signal)

2011-08-11T20:23:00.002+08:00

Intensive Flooding sIGNALS (IFs) Mission

Human vs. nature:

“No man is an island” quote John Donne (1572-1631). Indeed, we hold on to each other. Out loud we cried or even abating whispers through our ears, we fight and we survive along with the nature. A bus load of languages have spoken and millions of signals we waved by but never we endured in a single bit of confusion. IFs is an experimental project to expose not only the prominent and the most fundamental and critical region of communication. In this act, <> (played by Jack “Sound” Anderson) as <> (played by vocalist “Walkie-Tokie” Tok Phillip) struggling to survive in its embrace. The interactions between the sound and vocal: as the result of a naked “talk” between nature and mankind. “If nature has its mercy…”, “If a man isn’t as weak as we thought he is…”, “What if we are not getting its real message…” A project attempting to review the thousand ”IFs”……

Grand Imperial Restaurant (Sam & Sylvia) 11 June 2011

2011-08-11T19:24:00.002+08:00

Well.... There's still a lil bit of time to "play" and fooling around before the show....... so....... yea.....

Time to get started!!

"Serious" James (So-Clef)

Owwh... All set, and go!!!

Kaydren Leu:

Kaydren Leu and So-Cleft (Jynnie and James)

So- Cleft And "the soloist" Axl L.

Me and Axl L.

A wonder joint wedding dinner performance with Kaydren Leu, So-Clef, and Axl L. We had a wonderful evening. All the best, Sam and Sylvia!

Walkie Tokie in his new home SHR Update

2011-05-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

S.H.R.- Some Say Tok Phillip feat. Jack Anderson

2011-05-09T00:58:00.004+08:00

S.H.R.-Somesay Heavy Remix (Tok Phillip feat. Jack Anderson) by WalkieTokie

Music: Jack Anderson/Tok Phillip;
Lyrics: Tok Phillip;
Arrangement: Jack Anderson.

KL Pack 21042011 Experiemental Music

2011-04-28T13:18:00.005+08:00

YenShen, Terry's experiement:

Elements 4.0~ Pre N After show

2011-04-21T00:44:00.008+08:00

Walkie Tokie N Reckless Puppets IN Elements 4.0 April 2011

2011-04-19T21:25:00.015+08:00

Photos by
CharmaineWan

Reckless Puppetsz- Enter sand man (Metalica cover)

Reckless Puppetz- I Don't (Wanna Be)

Reckless Puppetz- Ya'll wanna single (KoRn cover)

USTAR 2011: Ex-DistanceD and Walkietokie

2011-03-14T14:33:00.004+08:00

1. Mayday Medley;

2. In my eyes by Walkie Tokie;

3. Soon by Walkie Tokie;

Full version:

credits:
Video editing: Esmond FrozenSteps and Wooden Guitar
I LOVE USTAR2011!!!! Cheers!!! :)

USTAR 2011: Ex-DistanceD and Walkietokie

2011-03-10T22:42:00.007+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=182973111745798&set=a.182756988434077.35899.155851404457969&theater#!/profile.php?id=100001874376666

Am joining Ex-DistanceD(2011) for upcoming opening for USTAR singging competition 2011 @PJ UTAR~!

FesTival de circles 2011 (UTAR Setapak) with A.Q.P.O.

2011-03-04T00:22:00.008+08:00

FesTival de circles 2011 feat.1:10

Charity Kanak-kanak Angel 23Feb2011 UTAR Setapak

2011-03-03T11:52:00.009+08:00

Rumah Kanak-kanak Angels
Address : 126 Jalan Hujan Gerimis 2, Taman Overseas Union, Bt.5 Jalan Klang Lama, 58200 KL

Caretaker: Ms Belinda Chew

Tel/Fax: 603 – 79832126 or E-mail: belindacgc@gmail.com

feat. Reckless Puppets in FESTIVAL Utar 2010

2010-11-16T13:56:00.004+08:00

1.Enter sandman(Metalica Cover)
2.Before I forget (Slipknot Cover)

Check this out!!! A meaningful short film directed by Haiqal (aka "Ameer" in the short film)!!! Must see!!!!

2010-07-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

Latest Update... Reckless Puppets in...

2010-07-02T09:44:00.009+08:00

Utar (Setapak) Festival 2010

Yamaha (Wangsa Walk 2010)

UTAR (Setapak) Elements Night 3.0

2010-03-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

Reckless Puppets- Korn- ya'll wanna single (fuck that) cover

Korn- Ya'll wanna single(fuck that COVER
Avenged Sevenfold- Afterlife COVER

Vocal- Tok
Guitars- Jerome
- Kaori
Bass - Kelvin
Drum - Jeffery

We are..... Reckless Puppets.... Sorry for the video quality, hope you guys still be able to enjoy it.... Thank you....

Jack. A. LAMINATED SKY feat. Walkie Tokie 2010 Demo

2009-12-24T02:27:00.019+08:00

Somesaid feat. Jack Anderson

Signal of love feat. Jack Anderson

Introducing~~~ Jack Anderson from Jacalmap and also Jacsoundx... A great honor for Walkie Tokie participating in a very small part for his upcoming album in year 2010. Thank you so much and wish you all the best for your upcoming album LAMINATED SKY (2010). "A lonely life, when no one understands you. But don't give up, because the music do!" (Korn, 2005)

NEW!!!! ****DJ FrozenSteps- LOST (Clean Version)

2009-11-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

DJ FrozenSteps in da house~~~

RED HOT NEW!!! **LOST in my mind (feat. DJ FrozenSteps)

2009-11-11T23:43:00.007+08:00

WALKIE TOKIE feat. DJ FrozenSteps- LOST in my mind

LOST in my mind
[Verse]
Music is in the house,
No fucking stranger.
Music is in my pulse,
My wicked soldier.
Music is in my soul,
Why bother sober?
Music is in the house,
No fucking stranger.
[Chorus]
I’ve been blinded for these lies!!!
I can’t hide from my life!!!!

NEW!!!! Some said (Demo Version)

2009-11-05T15:11:00.008+08:00

Some said
Sometimes I'll have these feelings crashing on day after day.
Some say is just a part of how you feel about tomorrow.
Someday I’ll dash these feelings on the wall with pain and the blame
Some say is never funny when you are the one to be blamed.

Some say what have to say so just to stay as part as the play.
Some say a bunch of thoughts but never do a damn thing about it.
Some did what has to be done coz they mean their words anyways.
Some say for what you did that matter most and they understand.

Cold as the bullet goes through, who are still telling the truth? Who will be the next to carry on?
Doom as the bloody war wounds. As the blood begins to fade, and who will be the next to blame~ on?

Some say the world is cute but why I see the blood’s everywhere?
Some say we’ll never get what we want most, forget about it!
Some say we’ll never know what’s hitting us unless we get there.
Some say whatever f*** that you will say, I don’t give a damn.

*Say NO to violence!!! TQ :)*

New Demo!!! C.O.D. by Walkie Tokie

2009-09-22T17:13:00.009+08:00

Cause of death

Far away, another soul you break
In Front of me, another heart you take
Funny game, nobody wins a thing
Lie again for what you think might gain

Sing a song, baby, I still grief alone
Bring that on, maybe pain will goes along

Oh~ whatever fuck you say
No~ whatever lies will be
Oh~ whenever time I grief
No~ I’ll take you down with me

Throw away the poison thoughts you laid
Suffocate between what’s real and fake
Cause of death? I wish I breathe again
Withdrew my pain, I’ll splash it on your face

Credits to brothers in ETM... :)

Chong Hwa... Where I get started...

2009-07-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

The show was great... We enjoyed it so much, Thank you Chong Hwa... Credits to my brothers and sisters... Moo... Kean... Jack... Thanks for supporting us there... u guys rockz!!!!

Rockin in Hana Studio...

2009-07-01T03:11:00.003+08:00

"In my eyes"

"Soon"

Our two composing... Hope you guys enjoy it... :) Thank you Hana Studio!!! You guys rockz!!!!

Next stop... Back to where it's started... Chong Hwa Independent High School(1 July 2009)

2009-05-27T22:31:00.004+08:00

"Roar~!"
Walkie Tokie will be opening for CH hostel singing competition in Chong Hwa Independent High School on 1st of July 2009...

A wake up call by a simple book cover...by TOK

2009-04-20T22:52:00.013+08:00

Although you don't have a pretty face, sexy body, or even maybe never a person that really willing to spend 10 minutes along your side when you're lonely, happy or whatever.... You still smiling....
Always the first thing that recall about you is your smile...

You accepted the world by just let it go...
The moment you're entering the stage, the moment you're trying to tell your dream...
Teasing, mocking, is everywhere, every single corner, bashing to your face.
Yet, with a smile, it wasn't seems to be important anymore...
I really don't understand, why... and how you make it until today... I don't get it... Maybe is the thing that I'll never understood...

Don't worry about someday, maybe your presents decay...
Again what you had done to remind the world will be faded away as time passed...
I'll remember you...
With all the respect...
And thank you Susan Boyle....
I'm glad to experience this moment in my life...
A very meaningful moment for mankind....
No matter is just a show or for real.....

UPDATED! Elements Night 2.0 (with Endless Traveling Map) 27/02/2009

2009-03-12T21:25:00.005+08:00

Elements Night 2.0 (with Endless Traveling Map) 27/02/2009

2009-03-06T01:50:00.006+08:00

I had a great night with my brothers; Jack, Kean, and DJ Frozen Steps (Esmund)...
Thank you elements night....
I will do this shit again next time.... haha... love u guys...

Wakie Tokie-In my eyes (live) accoustic

2009-03-01T12:14:00.002+08:00

Wakie Tokie-In my eyes live UTAR Setapak

2009-02-27T01:06:00.003+08:00

Sadest moment that i ever had by TOK

2009-02-17T00:31:00.003+08:00

One part of the lyrics that I couldn't finish...
One big surprise that i never ask for...
Leads me the question... Why?
My answer is always the same...
I will not tolerate this kinda sickness anymore...
No matter breaking alone...
I'll be there...
Running away is the reason why things are so wrong now days...

Valentien's....by TOK

2009-02-14T19:02:00.003+08:00

The Chauffeur
(words and music: Duran Duran)

Out on the tar plains, the glides are moving
All looking for a new place to drive
You sit beside me so newly charming
Sweating dewdrops glisten freshing your side

And the sun drips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your dress - all shadowy lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart

Way down the lane away, living for another day
The aphids swarm up in the drifting haze
Swim seagull in the sky towards that hollow western isle
My envied lady holds you fast in her gaze

Sing Blue Silver

And watching lovers part, I feel you smiling
What glass splinters lie so deep in your mind
To tear out from your eyes, with a thought to stiffen brooding lies
And I'll only watch you leave me further behind

Sing Blue Silver

Sing, Sing.. Blue Silver

(Theres more to this kind of camouflage)
(More than just colour and shape)
(Who's going now, in to a classiomatic? )

Tok: "Sing~ Blue silver~!"

Walkie Tokie-In my eyes live at Hanna Studio

2009-01-26T02:27:00.006+08:00

Back by TOK

2009-01-19T01:14:00.007+08:00

I got my life back...
Nearly my decease...
What stops me is my promise to you...
I'm not done yet...
Can't keep falling always...
A monk passed by and told me to love myself more...
Something I've not complete yet...
I can't fall now...
My lips are cracking because hell was totally arid...
Hold on...
Please try...
When i rest...
Life seems to be getting away from me...
I'm still in pain...
The world is still showing me her true colors...
I'm tired to chase them back anymore...
But I still have to...
I've to start all over again...
For the same reasons...
I had promised her...
No more jerk if i get it back...
I've lost...
And tired...
I don't wanna know more...
Now...
Alone I break again...
Wish me luck...