Back by TOK

I got my life back...
Nearly my decease...
What stops me is my promise to you...
I'm not done yet...
Can't keep falling always...
A monk passed by and told me to love myself more...
Something I've not complete yet...
I can't fall now...
My lips are cracking because hell was totally arid...
Hold on...
Please try...
When i rest...
Life seems to be getting away from me...
I'm still in pain...
The world is still showing me her true colors...
I'm tired to chase them back anymore...
But I still have to...
I've to start all over again...
For the same reasons...
I had promised her...
No more jerk if i get it back...
I've lost...
And tired...
I don't wanna know more...
Now...
Alone I break again...
Wish me luck...